Sunday, November 30, 2008

Another One

So I feel like I've lost another good soul in my life. Whether it be fault of their ignorance or they're poor decision.
Drugs are not for little kids. They shouldn't be for anybody. I'm not talking about little drugs like the occasion weed, alcohol, ecstasy....I'm talking about when you see fourteen year old junkies shooting up heroin behind a trash can, when sixteen year old kids come around with blood pooring off of their faces, completely coked out. When seventeen year olds break into houses to smoke crack. When fifteen year old girls sell themselves to their meth addicted boyfriends.
They lose their ability to love, to learn, to respect, to appreciate, to care. The only thing left if their lives are drugs. Drugs do nothing but steal from you. They steal your money, your feelings, your job, your family, you youth, your body, your entire life. And for what?
You will have no ability to make educated choices, you will look disgusting, you will have to resort to things you'd never consider thinking about before, so you can have money and eventually drugs.
So why do people swear themselves against it, and them make friends deep into the scene? Why do they watch their best friends disappear right before their eyes, watch them escorted to prison, to rehab, and back again, in an endless cycle.
Sobriety is something that is so rarely valued in people my age, and although I appreciate the occasional altered consciousness I will never resort to anything that didn't come directly from the ground. I can not stress enough how disgusting and horrible man made drugs are, as they deteriorate your skin and triple your aging process, as they devour your brain and melt you the point of stupidity. And then when you have nothing left you either stop or you die, and you're never the same again. You constantly fight against your drug addicted person and it changes you.
Who in their right mind would want to start that?

And addiction isn't the only reason not to do drugs all the time. Drugs are irresponsible, as teenagers we have things we're supposed to be learning to succeed in life, and priorities and controlling ourselves is part of that. If you're constantly drugged up you can't keep up your responsibilities in any way shape or form. You constantly get in trouble and you slowly lose what makes you you.
So, yeah, a few hours of a good time is nice, but it has a tendency to go WAY TO FAR with people and I'm fucking sick of it. Fuck these pot smoking thizz popping kids.
FUCK.

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